10 February 2012, 9:17 am
He hides his feelings from me and i dont know why, he like trys to hold back a smile but when i look away he cant stop smiling and looking at me.... ive told him i really like him more than a friend in october last year and hes been so happy ever since but its now feburary :/ When i sit next to him i find myself looking at his lips but when i did it he wasn't looking so i thought but then he caught me but carried on like nothing happened but when i looked away he smiled. I just think even thou he is extremely shy to the point he goes tomatoe red and takes lots of deep breathes he still should tell me atleast something? :( It makes me happy as he is smiling and his face lights up when he first sees me but when i go to the bathroom or when I'm not with him i refrain from crying as i keep wondering why hes said nothing and ive never had a boyfriend so.. but today he mentioned he was going to amsterdam with someone but i didnt ask in fear he'd say girlfriend and i'd cry infront of him seems any little thing to do with him makes me cry like i was reading conversations we had online and i just start crying and start missing him even thou i dont have him :( I'm 18 Hes 20 I've never had a boyfriend. 1) how do i ask him who he went with without seeming too pushy 2) how do u ask someone out as we both have no money 3) I keep crying how can i stop feeling hurt?... Read More »